music

alright, where do you even start with a topic like this. music is what has defined us, divided us, and brought us together. there are so many different kinds of music i am not going to even try to list all of them. I love music, i love it i can listen to it all day and never get tired of it. my favorite kinds of music are country, hip-hop, and rock. yes i know very different kinds of music, but that's what makes them so great they all make you feel completly different. the kind of music i listen to most often is probably country. which you might find odd because like six months ago i hated country music, but now i love it. it is just so layed back and relaxing. nut i don't know everything, so what is your favorite kind of music??

Fears

I'm afraid. I'm afraid all the time. I'm afraid i will see and not know what to say. 

I'm afraid of writing. I'm afraid that i will be judged for being me.

I'm so very afraid that she will see right through me.

I'm afraid of being afraid about being afraid.

I'm afraid of failure, I'm afraid of rejection, I'm afraid of disappointment.

I'm afraid that one day i just wont care anymore.

I'm afraid of everything and nothing at the same time.

I'm just afraid.

just a thought

how are you supposed to have confidence in yourself if no one has confidence in you??

I'm thinking about you

Girl i'm thinking about you like sky's think about falling,
                like rain thinks about pouring,
                        and funerals think about mourning,
       
I'm thinking about you like sun thinks about warm,
                    and warm thinks about cold, which is what i am when i am not thinking about you.

I'm thinking about you like rock thinks about rolling,
          like pins think about bowling,
                        and stars think about showing, you the way home.

I'm thinking about you like knives think about cutting,
         like waves think about crashing,
                        like bats think about bashing,
                               and teeth think about gnashing.

Girl i'm always thinking about you, like i hope your thinking about me.

superbowl

well since it just happened I guess ill talk about it. alright just to get this out of the way; yes the half time show was terrible! ok now to the game, this game was a battle of quarterbacks, you have Tom Brady, a three time Superbowl champ and league mvp. and you have Eli Manning, a Superbowl camp also, but the catch is that when he last won the Superbowl he beat Tom Brady and the New England Patriots. alright I enjoyed the game i didnt really care who won cuz im not really a fan of either of these teams but i was kind of rooting for the Patriots because i dont like Eli. I pretty much knew that the Patriots would loose after the first play of the game. any time you can get that much pressure on Tom Brady early you are going to win the game. as for the ending i think if either Wes Welker or Aaron Hernandez you not have dropped there passes on the patriots final drive they probably would have won the game. oh and the best commercial was definitely the m&m's one:) it was classic.

love

wow where do you start. Love is such a powerful thing, it can make people do amazing things and amazing dumb things. love can drive you crazy but you will always seek it. love is one of those strange forces that you can't control but always controls you. love is something that has been talked about for as long as we have been here on earth, but it has never been understood. I don't believe that i know nearly enough to speak on love so i will just leave you with that. love is something we all need, but all hate.