Monday, March 26, 2012

nothingness

I've been wrestling with this for a while, can you ever really be doing nothing? i mean think about it, we say it all the time but what is doing nothing?

because even if you are just sitting "doing nothing" you are still breathing,
your heart is still beating,
 you brain is sending millions of signals through out your body for you to be able to see hear smell and feel.
your body is still digesting that turkey sandwich you just ate.

so i ask again what is nothing?.

i will tell you, nothing is death. not necessarily death of the body but death of the soul. when a person loses all hope and desire to live or function or even be human; that is nothing.

nothing is the worst place to ever be in so just think carefully about your answer the next time someone asks you what you are doing.

Monday, March 19, 2012

lyrics

LoVe Is ThE aNsWeR; aTlEaSt FoR mOsT oF tHe QuEsTiOnS oF mY hEaRt.

                                                                                                    -Jack Johnson

As my mind begins to spread its wings; there's no stopping curiosity.

                                                                                  -jack johnson

turn on the boob tube . Im in the mood to obey.

                                                       -Jack Johnson


I hope this old train breaks down
Then I could take a walk around
And, see what there is to see
And time is just a melody
All the people in the street
Walk as fast as their feet can take them
I just roll through town
And though my windows got a view
The frame I'm looking through
Seems to have no concern for now
So for now


I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown


This engine screams out loud
Centipede gonna crawl westbound
So I don't even make a sound
Cause it's gonna sting me when I leave this town
All the people in the street
That I'll never get to meet
If these tracks don't bend somehow
And I got no time
That I got to get to
Where I don't need to be
So I


I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
But I cant stop now
Let me break on down


But you cant stop nothing
If you got no control
Of the thoughts in your mind
That you kept in, you know
You don't know nothing
But you don't need to know
The wisdoms in the trees
Not the glass windows
You cant stop wishing
If you don't let go
But things that you find
And you lose, and you know
You keep on rolling
Put the moment on hold
The frames too bright
So put the blinds down low


I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I need this here
Old train to breakdown
Oh please just
Let me please breakdown
I wanna break on down
But I cant stop now


-jack johnson

jealousy

If

If you can keep your head when all about you
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you;
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you,
But make allowance for their doubting too:
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,
Or, being lied about, don't deal in lies,
Or being hated don't give way to hating,
And yet don't look too good, nor talk too wise;

If you can dream---and not make dreams your master;
If you can think---and not make thoughts your aim,
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster
And treat those two impostors just the same:.
If you can bear to hear the truth you've spoken
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,
And stoop and build'em up with worn-out tools;

If you can make one heap of all your winnings
And risk it on one turn of pitch-and-toss,
And lose, and start again at your beginnings,
And never breathe a word about your loss:
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew
To serve your turn long after they are gone,
And so hold on when there is nothing in you
Except the Will which says to them: "Hold on!"

If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,
Or walk with Kings---nor lose the common touch,
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you,
If all men count with you, but none too much:
If you can fill the unforgiving minute
With sixty seconds' worth of distance run,
Yours is the Earth and everything that's in it,
And---which is more---you'll be a Man, my son! 
Rudyard Kipling

this poem makes me jealous it makes me feel like i suck and could never wirte poetry or be a man. i hate and love it

instruments

well here it is, what instrument do you think is the most beautiful? and yes voices count. for me i think it is a harmonica. i think that they are the most soothing and comforting sound there is. what is your oppinion?

sleep

when i dream i drem about love found and love lost.

all the people a love and hurt.

dont you find it ironic that it is the people that we love the most are the ones that we hurt the worst.

now it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all.

but if that is true than why does my heart still hurt all these years later. i wish that i could see her again even though she almost killed me. i still love her.

i dont know, i dont know where i am going with this, i just know the pain.

human nature: part 2 kindness

I believe that most people are generally nice and good.

failure

human nature: part 1 COURAGE

I think that are things in human nature that define us, that separate us from the rest, that make us different from animals. one of these things is courage;
Courage to stand up for what you know is right even when everyone else around you doesn't agree.

Courage to rise against oppression and tyranny.

The kind of courage that a mother has to protect her children and fight off people that are twice her size and strength.

Courage to do the right thing even if no one notices and you get no credit.

Courage is something that man kind has always treasured and honored, and for all our sake i hope that courage in men has not been lost forever.

life and death

Life And Death Warrior 


wow where to begin.
well where else would begin than when you are born and when life begins. this is the most innocent and pure a person will ever be. what does that even mean, what does life even mean. why do we live any way? whats the purpose? well the answer is i have no f-ing clue but i do know this im glad im here and  i hope  that god gives me just a few mores years cuz there is so much more to experience and miles to go before i sleep.